I think that those who seek information will find it in themselves, with the help of their friends. If you are actually reading this that normally means one thing, you are curious about what you are. If I am correct on this curiousity, then you are feeling that there is something wrong with yourself and you have been feeling this way for quite some time. This is natural for those who feel it, it becomes second nature to those of the Fae.

Being Fae means that there is something more to you than meets the eye. Have you ever felt that you don't truely fit in with society and the life that is going on around you? Look life is unfair to people in general but for the Fae it is even worse. We are unfortunately a hidden group, we don't get to do the whole public image thing because of society's beliefs. Magic is doubted and disbelieved, sometimes even by the fae who's veins it runs through. Trust me, every single one of us goes through that period in the Awakening.

To answer any questions on how you know if you are going through an Awakening or not or even how you know you are Fae; to any questions about "How do I know that I am Fae", I must say first off the definition of Fae means something different to every person who comes across the meaning and/or the word. Fae is a frame of mind, an ability to see past the normal, into the hidden depths of our minds, and letting go of all boundries and prohibitions, to know first and foremost that there is something that makes you different from the rest of society. Once you have figured this meaning out within your self, you are starting on the path toward total and utter Awakening.

The Awakening also happens different for each person. For certain people it is the ability to see those through a new light, where simple pleasures take on a new meaning. It is the subconcious growing and merging with the conscious. It is an utterly interesting and off-balancing experience. It can either make you or break you. You will either embrace it or hate it and for those few and far in between you can do both (and believe me I have seen this happen).

You must have the patience to go through all of this because going through the Awakening can throw all of your senses out of whack for the duration of your Awakening. For those of you that need a solid definition for Fae, well I hate to disappoint you but there is no real definition for the word. Its meaning can be what ever you want it to be. It is literally up to you as to what the meaning is. It is all within your mind.

No, being Fae is not physical, it is feeling and within your psyche. To really be able to figure all of this out you must be able to have faith in yourself. You must believe!

If you have gotten this far in my notes then you are ready to try and figure out just what group of the fae you are from. You already have one group explained to you, the others are going to be interesting to explain.

Let us start with the fact that in everybody there is going to be a little part of each one in you, no matter what group you are from, be it Troll, Satyr, Boogan, Slaugh, Redcaps, Sidhe, Pooka, Nockers, or Eshu, Elenari, Wild Fae. You must figure this out on your own. Yes, I know this means again. To give you a little help this means a lot of self-realization on the part of the curious.

I know that some of you may actually be curious to see the definition on each group but for this moment in time you will have to wait. It takes more than one page and paragraph to explain them, so please accept my apologies on the delay. I will get back to you on a later date and when I come back I will have the definitions for you.

Fare ye well and Merry met, Lady Arilyn