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My Monthly Journal
25/06/2004
well, I have been trying to make things happening to him but it seems like he still do not want to except changes. unfair for me to judge him too soon but we do share allot of stories. based on what I have observed, he obviously devoting himself to the real world like knowing that man cannot love another man. ( I wonder if you all agree the way he look things) anyhew..it has been only 2 successful meeting with him and I will try to gather more stuff.
Updated on 21/06/2004--Fuzzball
last
night event was something worth publish and I hope for those who have comments
on this please shout it out down there. Anyway, it has been some weeks I didn't
go out and getting stories for dear readers but I can assure you this is 1 worth
waiting for. I met a guy who actually bisexual ( like me, and as usual I wont
disclose any of his particulars) and have the courage to share his experience
with me, difficult and his imagination. His about 100kg++ and 168 cm in height.
A dream come true for those who had the imagination of getting bump by this
giant. It's about 9 pm and we were at this coffee shop and having social
conversation like most normally do and at the end I gather enough courage to ask
him about his life as a bisexuals. we got along ok as we were both open to that
matter and we do have fun talking, chatting and discussing about other related
stuff.( though he can't catch up with some of my Australian jokes) but we did
have fun. As time goes by we were getting more comfortable and dug into more
serious stories( which you all have to imagine it yourselves) and at the end I
still can't figure out whether he is lost by his personality or just take things
as they come and go.( and for those who thought we had something more than just
talking, think again!!) and I supposed all of you chub chaser out there are
dying to know this guy right? let me give you all a hint. just imagine
Chris
Farley
without any body hair. Anyhow, even by judging
from him from hair to toe, I realize that a certain quality in him that he
himself does not realize. I would like to know whether he is keen on exploring
his other side of sex orientation ( and I bet all of you chaser out there would
love to 'explore' him right!?) but of course we let the man decide. I would love
to have a few more social meeting with him and share a lot of stuff. We both
might never know that this might turn out to be a beautiful friendship. To be
continue......
Updated on 19/05/2004--Fuzzball
Well, it's obviously hard to decide what, when, how, who and why situation everyday especially if your trying to decide something that will change you for the next 20 years to come. As simple as picking up a shirt for the day and realizing by the end of the day that it does not match with your trousers. But really folks, who are we hiding from? the truth about ourselves? the pain and heartache that we always feel when you think that it's gonna be ok someday? WAKE UP!! your just lying to yourselves and stop being hypocrites!
The Problems: No problems here, just wanna make sure you all are still on your toes and facing the real world.
12/02/2004--Fuzzball
I
was sitting in front of my porch with my ciggie and suddenly my cell phone rang.
It was a friend of mine back in KL just saying hi and was asking if we can meet
up in IRC tonight. He does not sound like the usual him and I decided to meet
him at the IRC. We meet up at exactly 9pm and starting chatting along with the
usual stuff, how's stuff's? getting laid lately and other related stuff to.
Finally he said that he got dump by his chubby boy friend and he was
devastated.( sorry bro! I got to do what I got to do. Maybe there are chatters
out there that can help or even make friends and comfort you!) My friend was
170cm and 67kg. a normal average chaser. to give you all rough idea how does he
look like..errrm..I would probably say like
Nicholas
Tse.( but off course not 100% look alike lah but close enough) erm..anyway,
I chat to him and advice him as what I always say to others. If the guy think
that you are not worth to him than you are actually worth more to others that
really cared for you that you overlook for the past time.( well, honestly, none
of my words can actually change of what he thinks but maybe any of you can help
this guy out. I let you all to decide)
The problems: he can't get rid of his ex chubby boyfriend! and he still thinks that he can get back to him. I believe at this moment he is wasting away and judging from the he chat, it's gonna be long nights for this friend. Tell me what you think.
10/09/2003
Deleted!
The Problems: also deleted as the person has committed suicide back in beufort, Kota Kinabalu. Sabah on 11/12/2003 according to local paper in Sabah. May he rest in peace.
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