Hyper's Today
by Annie Tan
A sense of eeriness hollowed in my ear,
Future lies between my parents and I,
Other alternatives that's no need to seek,
Taking care of my parents hearts is my responsibility,
Let's put it all aside,
Majoring in computing is my dream,
Strive,push and win,
Broommmm......
As I reached the heart of the sea,
In my misty sight,
"Watch out,you might die of thirst and hunger,
"No matter what happens,I wanna reach there"
"You won't reach the west,
The wind blew even stronger,
I floated on the ocean surface,
But--
Fate was witheld,
Fear overtook me,
"I'm sorry but I can't help you"
The wood block left me too--
No one is willing to side me,
In the days of pains and sorrows,
Tears rolled down my cheeks,
© 1997 warmheart_poet@yahoo.com
What's that?You wanna hear?
Let me tell it all my dear,
the most updated news about me and not my peer.
I have to please them,that's what I can't deny,
As such psychology is out of the five,
The fifth subject?I still can't reply.
That's the main factor why I'm sick,
Unfortunately,no other courses I dare to pick,
I wonder whether one day my mind will leak.
but making the correct decision is an uncertainty,
sigh..what's the best?Of course it's unity,
but pleasing my parents and myself sounds tricky.
I should not think about it all tonight,
the ignorance of faithful advice is a sheer pride,
my future is still misty in sight.
Cause the future light is never dim,
Undeniably there's a considerable problem here it seems,
Unlike it's most Malaysians' sole scheme.
Do you think I can afford a Double Win?
Should I loose out I will be placed in a rubbish bin,
I do hate that,I'm giving you a hint!
A Journey of Fate
by Annie Tan
the engine of the white boat geared up,
it began the journey to the west---
A journey of prosperity and longevity,
In my heart,I was hoping that the journey
to the west would be safe and sound,
I prayed to the good Lord above,
as I started my journey of fate.
A gust of strong wind from the east blew,
The wind blew hard,
as if it was blowing my luck and fate away,
keeping me out of the clear root to the west,
keeping me out of reach of the journey of fate.
an evil face appeared---
nothing could be seen,
but followed what I heard.
there is no where out from here,
you can't reach the west,
your fate is in my hands."
I shouted with anger and impatience,
I strained my eyes,
trying to penetrate through the misty view--
trying to deny the evil face's warning,
trying to make ends meet.
now and forever--
your fate has changed--
I'm sorry,but this is fate"
the evil face said.
blew...blew...blew...
the white boat left me--
abundant me in the sea of worries,
left me in despair--
ditched me in the heart of deep ocean--
carress my thoughts and feelings,
as my wild thoughts searched for the truth of life.
still had hope to live,
still had a chance to survive,
through the ups and downs of life,
to reach the west,a place of hope--
fate had soaked my dream,
fate had dampened my hope,
fate had drowned my soul--
no more hopes--
no more goals--
it didn't allow me to float,
I began to sink--
in the deep ocean blue,
and to the world of hell--
I strived hard,
to clung on the wood blocks,
to grab a chance--
to live,to continue the journey to the west.
the wood block said,
with a "sorry" look on his face,
"fate tells it all--
I have no permission to help you,I'm truly sorry."
he floated and drifted a few miles apart,
vanished in my sight,
never would i see him again--
forevermore--
in the naked deep ocean blue,
no one wants to accompany me,
no one dares to violate the fate,
of this life on earth.
only emptiness filled my weak heart,
cause pride overwhelmed their minds,
they rather abundant me,
to "chase" their precious dreams.
tears of bitterness--
tears of lost hope--
tears of a broken heart--
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