Time
A TImeless Night
August 21, 1996, 12am
- It was a timeless Night,
- Upon the Dawn's trace,
- and in the Waning of the Sun's light,
- was the warmth of the right,
- faded with the falling of the truth,
- as all the lies, filled a void,
- and disappeared, to set upon,
- upon a might, where all that was, is,
- IS!!
- It was a forging of some,
- of new, of old, of all, and of none,
- it was mixing, what was into,
- what is now, it was a pot,
- a melting pot of everything, everything,
- and than it was nothing.
- and the lights went out,
- and the light, turned black, as the night,
- the night, faded, into a greyness, of eternity,
- of an ending and than it was gone.
- And it was gone, and something new,
- new?, NEW! an appearance, a beginning,
- a truth and a time, of light, of dark,
- of everything, yes everything!!!!!
- and than it became old, and new, advancing,
- yes into the age of time where everything is there,
- and nothing has yet to be found, as the eternity,
- the eternity, of it all reached out and expanded once again,
- setting life and death onto a balance of trial.
- And than life was gone, and death was but a doorway,
- a way of revitalizing, and needing a time to but put it all,
- yes all into something new, different? or rather just taking
- and mixing it all together to form a new pattern.
- yes, a test, to see what works, what doesnt?
- which is better? who decides? you? me? he? or they?
- maybe even an it? questions as complications and advances,
- yes, both, become, and are, and than there was life.
- and in the life, there was something?
- that which made it all worthwhile?
- or that which was all regretted?
- it is believed both and neither.
- and it was than that the beginning truly began...
August 24, '96 2:40am
- and it was an ending,
- of time, of a life, older times, gone,
- just but a memory, as a newer era walked,
- into the day and the sunrise of time.
- and there, there the journey began,
- upon a path of stones, laid with the memories of old,
- and forged upon the passions of youth, to hold the vigors,
- and life and living.
- and it was in the walks, the walks of life,
- that a peace and chaos was found, that mix,
- which can only be driven by the force, the force
- of which we have called life.
- And it was in the walks, that paths were found,
- leading to pain, to sorrow, and to Joy, and happiness,
- and intertwining of others, as well as searching of true,
- trying to discard the lies, as the light fell.
- and it was upon a lighter path, that a love was found,
- and a darker day upon which a vow was made, upon the honor,
- of what was, and is, was this vow made, as time went through,
- and into another portal, to once again skew reality.
- In was upon this skew, that a love was lost,
- lost in the forgotten realms that we call time,
- as well as distance, and a trading went on, a trade
- upon this time, for the sake of finding a true in the love,
- the love of a life.
- And a time grew darker, letting into it, that which is hidden,
- hidden and kept away from others, that which is held tightly,
- for fear of exposing to much to one person, letting out that which
- should have never been revealed, that stain upon a soul which we all,
- yes we all carry.
August 25,1996 12:40am
- And it is that which we all carry, that leads us on,
- onward onto newer ways of living and life, of trust,
- of honor, of fighting, and peacemaking, and as it always, is
- and was, that of seeking a truth by which to base everything on.
- And it was in all the truths, and in all the lies,
- that a way was found as it all was strung together,
- together into the path that makes up the steps upon which we all,
- we all have to walk upon, these everchanging steps of the walk of life,
- and living upon them as the River flows with them.
- And it was in the flows of the river, that the evolution of time,
- of time and meaning became a way of knowing the where, and the when,
- but not necesarily the why or the how of what was coming and what,
- the what of that which was the past of our times.
- In all the pasts, those pasts from the times of everyone,
- none were ever the same, different ways of seeing what was before,
- and how it was percieved, and felt, all only to combine, back into the stream,
- the stream of the river of the time, so that in all it is still what was before.
- And then there was the present, as it mixed and mingled,
- a part of everything, the past and future, coming and flashing before us,
- like the winds, gone quickly in a blink, it is the now, not the than,
- nor the ahead, but now and than it is gone.
- But it is in the now that everything is done,
- and it is in the now that what is done, counts for something,
- that something which may make a difference in something that is,
- is the ahead of time, that which is to come.
August 26,1996 2:15am
- And that which is to come, that which we all want to know,
- yet we fear, knowing that the power brought on by knowledge,
- Knowledge that is dangerous, and often there is a price to pay,
- to pay for this knowledge, of knowing, and that which we dont want to pay.
- And it is those that that have made this payment, in exchange,
- in exchange for the knowledge, that know the pain brought on by it,
- and it is they that fear trying to change for by making a change,
- they may change something and make matter only worse,
- worse, instead of the good that most intended.
- And than there was the forgetting, of knowledge, and memory,
- of letting it go, letting the pain, fade, yes fade away into another life,
- another's era and time, and to start anew what was once mixed,
- as well as confused, and to remember the mistakes this time around,
- among the time's stream so to not make them again in this new era.
- another new time, another new era, and all in another life,
- yet the same life, just a remix of what was, as well as what is now,
- yes what is now!!! An ordering and a way of finding and reliving,
- upon a future that just might be different from what should have been,
- instead of would have been.
- A finding of the new right, or rather, even more, finding a better,
- yes a better truth, instead of another's lie, a truth, that is all one's own,
- my own!! or your own, either way, a truth that is lived by, and upheld,
- by the dictates and honor of the morals that are kept by us.
- And it was a time of peace, of quiet, and of tranquility,
- a time of doing nothing, and waiting, growing in other ways,
- other than the growth of before. It was a time of the light,
- as the darkness of night held the joy instead of the horrors,
- the horrors of the evilness of lies, no, NO!! it was in the night,
- as well as the light that as this time it was happiness and a time,
- A time of joy, and of celebration.
- Yes, it was a time of celebration, letting all the old sadness's,
- those memories of sorrow fade away, letting the bad and the evil,
- the evil disappear, to be replaced by the joys and the happiness,
- The joys, of living now, where it has lost the evil and the dark,
- for a time, at last there was a peace, and it was celebrated.