empty?
least that's what
i always thought
and what i tried
to convince myself
feelings?
i have none of those
i'm numb to the world
i can even watch the news!
without depressing thoughts
i can look straight into the eyes
of those starving children
they shmear all across TV
and tell them that their lives
mean nothing to me
selfish?
never!! when I say that
only my affair are important
i say that because
if i don't watch out for myself
some goddamn motherfuckin'
sumbitch would come charging
out from the dark of night
hiding in an alley
his putrid stench soaked in gin
tostabmestabmestabme
overandoverandoverandover
die you stupid slutty skank
of a bitch whore!!!!!
diediediediediedie..........
DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
paranoid......
who, me?
30 May 1998