All about the enigma...Laurana
:) hope you enjoy unraveling my life story!!!
This is a page all about me, the Golden General. I hope you enjoy hearing about my interests and all, even though these pages really tell you nothing since you cannot see my eyes as you read it...
I suppose you have seen my thoughts and friends pages...that explains quite a bit. I am different, so people are sometimes scared by me...you know, fear of those who think :) I don't really try hard to be accepted among my peers, I've seen tooooo many of my closest friends go away. A bit off that subject, is it that as you get older, stupidity becomes beautiful? It sure seems like it as of now, though I pray that as I get older, the intellectual levels of people my age will become more pronounced...I suppose it sounds like I am a pessimistic person, but I am generally not. Things are going wonderfully in most departments right now, and stress is only high in the places it's supposed to be high in :)
I enjoy role-playing games(NO!!!! realllly???) and I LOVE SCOTLAND!!! Even though I don't know a great deal about those paticular interests. I like to learn and I also am usually up for a good argument...I like to prove a point :) I used to be quite soft-spoken, but am self-assured now....it is quite easy for me to lose my temper, but these things are being worked on. I hate the general school-related shit. People are depraved... and just one look at those damn Tommy jeans and Fila shoes makes me want to whip out a chainsaw....;)
I think that I am doing a very successful job at bring out Independent Thought in people. They seem to become more aware of all they possess in their minds when I talk philosophically with them. I love to hear what my friends have to say, and even what others have to say, sometimes. I am definately considering at least minoring in Philosophy, though I would love to major in it... I kind of figure that instead of having my payed-for job being my favorite leisurly activity, I should major in something I can learn more for my minor from :) (did you get all that?)
There are not so many changes in my life all of the time anymore. In my many years of deep introspection, with guided help by others, though few, I finally found what i'm looking for (Sorry U2, but I can't relate any longer). There are many my age I admire for certain distinct things, but many I find corrupt and unworthy. There are many people in other age groups that I regard similarly, that is why I have come to the conclusion that I will abide by adamantly, that Age holds extremely low levels of importance. I find people to be extremely interesting, some even intriguing, yet some insanely dull... I suppose it makes life interesting...contradiction is a terrible word, people live in it. How can we not? We have the right to change our minds with every gram of gained knowledge. Maybe contradiction is a hrsh term...
My other "me" sort of page holds information about my personal philosophies and thoughts. It's in the main index, along with the other pages...You can check that out, too. As for the normal "me" type stuff, I am 16, attending Boca Raton High School, which I hate with almost a passion. I will hopefully work more on my page of Interests, and that'll be filled with pix and songs that I find this world to be beautiful for...
I will have more interesting things in here later...that is if you are the type that finds other people's lives interesting.... Check back every now and then , It just may change :)
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